Thursday, April 30, 2009

Perception versus reality

I have always looked at other people and thought how 'perfect' they were, their lives, their relationships, their careers and have wondered that there here must be people who'd be thinking the same about me. It is easy to project your own perceptions on people, places and build your own quasi visual vocabulary – adjectives pour in, even if you don’t want them to.
She is a bit self-indulgent.
He is a little judgmental, too clinical, and a bit too proper…
And then you try and minimize the effect, by interludes. Is it really possible not to be judgmental?

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

meltdowns in a big city

How strange is it to work in the lab after so many days and witness all these meltdowns. I usually don’t have issues with people crying. I think it is liberating for so many people and there shouldn’t be any shame in it. Yet, it is depressing to see people breaking down in front of you. First day in the lab and already the end of semester stress is catching up like an epidemic around us. I am not sure how much of it is school stress though, I overheard one conversation about a relationship gone sour and then a homeless man intruding at this most inopportune moment ‘boys, boys boys! … its always the boys’ . I thought it was a bit presumptuous of him.

Which makes me think, when was the last time I cried? I usually cry over my academic improbabilities. I broke down when I started school, couple of years ago, sitting at union square park waiting for a friend I tried looking brave when I met her but when my tears started dissolving into Wholefood’s fruit salad, she finally took notice of my disappearing face.

I don’t know why I was embarrassed. I really shouldn’t have been.

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

Day: 2 Museo Frida Kahlo, Coyoacan, Plaza Hidalgo.

“Can I take your interview? It is for my final exam in English.”

The girl at the ticket counter asks us pleadingly. We had stumbled upon Mexican circus on our way back from the breathtaking Frida Kahlo Museum and had spent good twenty minutes inquiring about the circus. Two interviews and half an hour later, she offers us two free tickets worth 400 pesos. Bingo! We are going there tonight. She also insisted that we take her number and call her if we need any help. Will post some pictures soon, have to get that damn card reader to work.

“May be you expect to hear laments from me of how much one suffers from living with a man like Diego. But I don’t believe that the banks of a river suffer from letting it run”

The experience Frida Kahlo’s museum is a bit of nostalgia and lots of bewilderment. The flashes from the film kept coming back and it felt like walking on the sets. Her paintings and writings are a testament to how deeply in love she was with Diego Rivera despite their complex relationship. Most of her writings are only about him and for a second it makes one wonder if they really are at Frida’s house.
The student ID came in handy as we just had to pay 20 pesos. So carry one along, if you are still toiling away in the academic corridors.

The next stop was Plaza Hidalgo – a must see cathedral twenty minutes walk from the museum. Great timing since we got to attend the mass. I wanted to go to confession box as well but then thought it would be lost in translation. In retrospect, it wouldnt have been such a bad idea. Guess it's good to confess something that no one understands? Should definitely try that next time.

We had coffee break in between and while we sampled some brownie biscotti, this Mexican student insisted that we take down her number and email address and call her if we need any help. I find this hospitality a bit too forthcoming or may be it is this American paranoia. What do you think? Two people offered their numbers to us in the space of a day. I hope we are not attracting Mexican girls for some reason…

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Fell Right At Home

Fell right at home.
All our services are all yours.
Feet go on the floor, not on the table.
Reads the sign at the Hostal Casa Viega, our abode in Mexico city.
It’s a dejavu for a traveler from the Indian subcontinent if you are in Mexico. The warm sun, warmth of its people, the splash of color, lack of traffic signs and its organized chaos is all too familiar.

The Hostel recommended taking a cab for 150 pesos from the airport, which is roughly 11$. I decided to take the metro instead, which is for 2 pesos to check if I can make it on my own by the Metro. Metro is superbly efficient and frequent. Switching two lines landed me in the heart of Pink Zone – as Zona Rosa has come to be known as. One thing that strikes you about the city is that how good their signage is. It is well designed and the graphics and typography is not overt. The metro signage is infused with well-laid grid of symbols and icons to help you navigate better. Mexico has rich artistic history and that really is its most striking feature.

Casa Da Viega is a small five-room house with comfortable, clean rooms and delightful staff. It has a typical lonely planet feel to it. Young backpackers and students throng the place. I met three German students on my first night here. It was good to speak English to some Germans after a whole day of animated conversations.

Having acquired the map, the first stop was the Museo Nacional de Anthrolpolgica, (Anthropology Museum) which is housed in a huge sprawling park with several other museums. The bus costs around 3 pesos from Rosa Cosa to the Museum. It is amusing to see people hailing a bus to a stop like they do back home. There are bus stops, but in a warped way, convenience of the traveler is the priority I guess. The exhibition at the museum covered the Russian imperialists and some Mexican athletes performed in the park. As the sun slowly took a dip, I decided to call it a day as early as 7pm. Forty days of shoot and then the seven-hour flight and the lack of sleep had taken its toll I guess. I kept waking up in the middle of the night, thinking if something was amiss. I guess it has been a common occurrence since our marathon shoot ended. I can now understand what keeps a filmmaker going. It is these highs and lows, this roller coaster of a ride that spurs you on. I can’t believe that I am thinking of our cast and crew several thousand miles away on my supposedly adventurous trip to Mexico.

More later…

Friday, September 28, 2007

At Lakshmi Chowk, Lahore.

The fascination with Pop art took me to Lakshmi chowk, Lahore. The hub of Film activity/inactivity in Lahore, popularly known as Lollywood. As a nation, we have never ceased look to west for approval. It comes as no surprise, that Bollywood, Lollywood, Dollywood (the Dhaka film industry) are all manifestations of Hollywood. Needless to say, the cover art, style, costumes and storylines are also borrowed. The garishly colored posters, the busting bosoms peaking from the top of the buildings is all that catches one’s eye.

Ironically, my journey from the airport to NCA’s dorms is marred by blackened branded hoardings - MMA’s (Pakistan’s strongest religious outfit) outrage against using women in advertising.

My next day’s visit to Lakshmi chowk changes it all. The brand 'woman' is clutching her bosom, swinging to the jhankar beat is roaming free on these hoardings. Lotsa moolah for the mullah clan? Or just the two edged Islamic society.

I take a peak around, the tongas are carrying film posters, so is the rickshaw that dropped us off minutes ago. My friend Saman, and I take out our cameras. Her’s a hi-tech digital Nikon version. Mine a good’old manual SLR. We take pictures here and there, of bearded men, of Quaid-e-Azam’s portrait; looking bewildered amongst blood stained faces, plenty of booze glasses and a brigade of blond women folk.

Everyone seems comfortable with two women clicking away. Perhaps, they are used to lights-camera-action-deal. Some clean-shaven young men give us lazy curious smiles and couple of them dare to ask us if we are associated with GEO (the popular Tahelkaish channel, in Pakistan)

Its almost asar time when we finish. I catch the mosque in the distance bellowing azan to call the faithful. The minarets of the mosque have been overshadowed by a lone traffic signal clinging to an obtuse poster. I take one last good-bye shot. This is Lakshmi chowk at Royal Park for you.

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Lakshmi Chowk 1


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Lakshmi Chowk 2


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Lakshmi Chowk 3


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Lakshmi Chowk 4


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Lakshmi Chowk 5


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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Lakshmi Chowk 6

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Lakshmi chowk 7

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Lakshmi Chowk 8

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Lakshmi Chowk 9

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Lakshmi Chowk 10

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Lakshmi Chowk 11

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